The Stage

I recently experienced a dream about being in an Auditorium. In the dream I was asked to go on Stage by someone unrecognizable and play a tune on a Violin... I didn’t hesitate long and agreed to go on; even though I had no training in how to play a violin. I felt some uncertainty about what I was agreeing to in this spontaneous decision, I wondered if I was making a mistake, but then I heard someone who had come with me and who was standing behind me speak encouragingly to give it a try. There were many faces waiting in the audience for the concert to begin. I stepped out on the stage and began to play a song on the violin, it was not a long song and it was clearly not an accomplished piece. I felt this realization that I did not know how to play this particular instrument, but I was drawn to it none the less, the dream was asking me to look at its messages more deeply. Here is what I found:

A Stage can symbolize: New Possibilities, the desire to be more visible to a larger audience, a higher consciousness. A symbol of one’s stage of life in relationship to others, beliefs, attitudes, roles and behaviors of others. A longing to have more richness from Life. An invitation to take more accurate and wise risks. A stage can also indicate wanting more respect and recognition of my Divine abilities. An invitation to be more carefree and to Encourage Courage from within. The stage seems to be asking more of this embodied, earthly incarnation of existence that wants more emotional experience of depth and expression from herself and those in connection to her.

The Violin also called a fiddle asks me to look at my restlessness, unease and need for attention; why do I fiddle around, waste time and allow distractions of people, places and things to take me away from the most important moments of focus that can only happen in the Present Moment and often Spontaneously, never to be attempted or repeated again. The realization of the Divine Mastery to learn how to Play the Instrument of Life seems to be what my Soul is longing for.

A violin in a dream can be a powerful signal/symbol to return to a life of Beauty and Elegance and to enter a new stage of being that is coherent with an existence of Tranquilly, Peace and Harmony, especially with those one is closet too.

It is also showing me that while new and unpracticed, my perceptions about my appearance and personality are going through a major internal transformation as well as the outward body form that is becoming and morphing into a more refined, pure image of its unhurried Essence.

The True Real Self is creating a “New Song” that is ready to be played, seen and shared with others. The courage to play something new, innocent and untrained to conform, speaks of a deeper message to Let Go and be moved towards the inner notes of the faithful and lively Divine Sacred Knower who trusts the instrument of not sure-ness, and not caring-ness more than performing for safety and approvals sake the of others (the audience), who’s roots and traumas grow out of the repetitive wounded fears of its Old Song just to fit in. Addictions to others disapproval and not good enough-ness shows up in the body in a myriad of revealing symptoms and slow burns that lead to burnout of lLife that left and ignored too long brings on a kind of beigey atmosphere of interior confusion and lethargy, one is literally and bored to death by the lack of engagement with Life.

Conditioned and dutiful performing to a large mirage like (audience) of constricted, judging others whoever they are, usually those closest to us that insists upon rules, restrictions and right nesses that are mechanical and impersonal feels like a going against the truth of owning the privileges and gifts of personal power given from the Cosmic Creative Force of higher states opportunities and Love and it is wasteful and will be thrown out, as it sins against the Divine Lila, of Gods Play and the ultimate anti- fun.

Authentic willingness to explore to depths of stepping onto a New stage of existence is the command and map out of the matrix of the Blasé and Beige existence of just another day of being a lesser desired Lover of the Beloved.

The Creative Process is a Two dimensional Collage of Multi Media materials.